Current mood:	thoughtful
Current music:	No Doubt

Well... yesterday was a rather stressful one. But I got to talk to Manda and Kim, so that was something on the up side. Matt also called me... it was so nice to hear from him, even though it was only for a few minutes. I'm kind of worried about him... he sounded really down or upset or something... There was just something in his voice that was off. I hope he's okay. He didn't say too much really... another reason why I'm kinda worried. These past few weeks have been pretty hard on me, and Matt's been the only one who's been calling me really, so I hope he knows that I'm always here for him. I have good friends I know I can call, it's just a matter of me feeling like a bother. Everyone has their own stuff to deal with...

...besides, when you do try to lean on someone who claims they are your friend and that they care about you, and you open up and make a comment such as "I just feel like I'm falling apart right now" and they simply ignore it and inquire about your hawaiian exotic dancing friend... doesn't exactly make you feel like there's a point.

I'm learning to deal on my own. I should be use to it now as it is. Love to all.

-Ralai